Monday, May 30, 2011

I'm sitting here, shaking my head, wondering how some people manage to make things so complicated. Sorry to say . . . . I used to be one of these people! Maybe I still am, but I'm sure trying to not be that way anymore. I've realized it just doesn't get me anywhere, and it's confusing for everyone else.

The drama in my life today is that even though I didn't change anything, someone thinks I blocked them on facebook. First of all . . . it's facebook. But I feel like I'm in a soap opera -- I mean, you see something on a video screen and automatically it must be real? You maybe wouldn't check with the person involved before jumping to conclusions? I guess I'm confident in myself, in how I treat others, and I don't automatically assume that someone thinks the worst of me. In the past year or so I most certainly don't assume anything at all!!! But I've been through enough and learned things, and I apply those things going forward from those moments. It's hard to see someone that just doesn't seem to get it, and how it's hurting others.

Okay, subject change, that was my little rant.

Tonight I'll be moving to my parents place for an extended visit. The house is sold, possession is two weeks away, and the place is such a mess yet so empty at the same time. I wasn't ready to go last night, but today I am -- I'm so ready to just move on. I don't know where I'm going to live in the end, but for now that's okay. Once the 15th has come and gone I'll be ready to just veg and breathe again. The weekend of the 18th will either be a blur, or one big yoga session! I might have to set up my mat in the bush and do sun salutations all weekend . . . sure hope the sun is shining. Rain or shine, I'll be taking the opportunity to rest, clear my mind, and start to recover.

Yet again, I think I've managed to get through life so far. At least this moment. . . . and there are so many good moments to come. All I can do it accept them and see where they lead.

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